The Quite Room

The Hustle

2006-09-27T06:15:28Z

If you know me then you also know my addictions. When i set my mind to something, I do what i need to do to fulfill whatever it is. Sometimes certain things take alot of work and other things not so much... - Now im working for school.

This is the end of me, i retire.

Hypebeasting?

2006-09-06T00:58:41Z

Im a professional skateboarder, what r you?

That cash money.

2006-09-03T00:38:50Z

What i need before i get my ass back into school. No im not just talking about school supplies, im talking real materialistic here...

New Notebook
Nudies
Stussy
BBC Sweater
A New Job

smanking_you @ 2006-08-30T14:42:00

2006-08-30T18:54:08Z

life is hard right now. i give up.

Stand Out

2006-08-13T01:29:17Z

Heres a couple sample designs i've made for me and my friends clothing line. It's a step toward the right direction. The clothing line is called Stand Out so keep a look out. Peace.

From nothing into something...

2006-08-12T06:22:45Z

I'm at the point in my life where i've decided that it's time to destroy and rebuild. Make something out of nothing i guess. This goes for everything, next year'll be different. Movements, yeah you can say im making some... It's going to take some time, but the more time the better, and right now i have all the time in the world.

Braveheart to the graveyeard son!

smanking_you @ 2006-08-07T01:52:00

2006-08-07T06:06:24Z

I've been working alot lately. Gonna treat myself to something good. I find that now i only like to go out twice a week....soft? Naw, this way i'm not as tired all the time. lol, smart.
anywayz, been relaxing, chillin, no more schoo for ahwile...serious. anywayz peace.

check this out.
http://www.hypebeast.com/upload/2006/08/nike-dunk-earthquake.jpg

uhhhh!

smanking_you @ 2006-08-01T00:31:00

2006-08-01T04:53:43Z

So i finsihed up summer school. I think i got at least a 70 this time around. I'm finally done school, i can focus on working and making some paper. I won't be going to school anytime soon, this is a good thing for me, school was sooo wak. Everthing from here on out is all on me, i make my own decisions now and it's a beautiful thing...

On another note, i found this picture of a custome air force one. Very cool.

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y96/LoganCl/IMG_1391.jpg
awesome custom aint it?

The month i died.

2006-07-19T04:37:07Z

I got 6 more days of summer school left. So far - if i did my math correctly - i should be getting a 80. I have a test tmrw for one of the hardest chapters in calculus and im not even studying...i procrastinate so much now that it's summer. I'm so packed with homework, at the same time i got work to attend to...it's so frustrating trying to manage time properly.

I started smoking cigarettes again. I hate it, but with summer school going on its very stressful, and i guess its a cheap way of getting some sort of peice of mind. Especially when all your buddies are going out having fun without you. Whatever, they don't do much anywayz except burn nowadays, at least im using my mind instead of frying it...

I wanna get a clothing line up. Just recently my buddy Jack sparked a long lost interest of mine. Design. I used to love photoshop, then i lost interest because nothing inspired me to design anymore. Everything was stationary and there was no forward movement, least i never saw one in terms of design. Everyone was copying one another, and i guess thats just the way things are done these days...monkey see monkey do...

Love. What is love? Ones i thought would be, never turned out the way i wanted them to. Girls who are afraid to commit are girls who are missing the true essential feelings of growth as a human being. Love is complicated, it derives from the mind the venom of insecurity and low self esteem. Is it worth chasing after? Definately.

Lastly, as i finish up another useless livejournal post. When you reach that point where you've had enough turn to yourself and ask, who can i kill? Obviously it's a sin to kill, and so use that frustration, use that anger to do something good for a stranger.... I learned just recently, one of the greatest rewards is the inspiration of a stranger, another life completely different to yours might just rejuvenate you when your down. Understand it or not, just give it a try and do something good, or do something that makes you feel good.

If i die tommorow will you remember me?...

woah...

2006-07-17T00:15:49Z

I just deleted most of the wak entries that i made to this journal and i realized that i've changed so much as a opposed to how i was 2 or 3 months ago. It's kinda crazy how much you change over a period of time, and reading the past entries made me ponder about what was going around that time i posted...duh

I think i got my head on straight this time around. It's my mother's birthday today, i love her and i dont know what i would do without the support she has for me...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! hahaha...

The Diggers Society (for more info check out www.digitalgravel.com

shoot one more thing to add...im addicted to this album!!!!

Moist Creature

im not good with titles

2006-07-14T01:35:36Z

First off how has your summer been? Mines been shitty....why? im a summer school kid...

How did i end up in summer school? Grd 12 year was officially the toughest year of my life. Night school, work, and summer school were all so fucking gay.... But i know when i look back on it im gonna miss it all, i know im gonna miss being at oconnor. You dont realize how much something is worth until its gone, and its true oconnor gave me tons of memories and helped me develop as a person. But still school is fucking gay....haha

Another thing, im gonna be chilling everyday after summer school is done, cuz as much as it has taught me the value of school, it also taught me the importance of summer... work hard and party hard.. peace...

Work > Fun

2006-07-07T23:07:21Z

I've officially lst interest in everything. Kinda sad, all i want to do now is work and save money. I guess i should be content, alot of people probbaly wish they could be in the state i am now, focused. But what good is focus and determination when there is no interest.....

Holla at the workaholic, easy.

im my own worst enemy

2006-01-26T06:25:56Z

This isnt a poem, it's just something i wrote.

If i can get in your head, and read what your thinking.
If i can get in your head, to releive what your feeling.
Because i know you go through alot to make it through.
Because i know you work harder to make it work.
If i can get in your head and be some sort of drug.
If i can get in your head and be that longtime obession.
Because i know that you don't believe in yourself .
Because i know that you lack some sort of confidence.
If i can get in your head, love would be easy to see.
If i can get in your head, id be killing the beast.
But i know i can't get inside your mind.
For the simple fact that im weak myself.
Your my energy, the fuel that drives me to be.
You give me thoughts that give life to creativity.
So i'll exercise the emotions given by words.
And react to paragraphs as a new life to the mind.
If i can get in your head, only if i could.
But i can't.